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Why do you do this? You know you're just going to leave me hanging. You know you're not going to pick up a phone. It's too much to ask. Sorry. You could have at least just told me you didn't want to. Rather than saying you will and then just not. I hate having to make up excuses for you. I do it a lot. I knew you were going to do this. At least I didn't get my hopes too high. I don't blame you though.. The choice.
Do something with your girlfriend that you know means a lot to her. Orrr. Just do what you did.
I can totally understand.
Ok. So maybe I don't. Why bother telling someone how much you care.. And how you think about them all the time.. When obviously.. You don't..
And to think. I actually believed you.
Whoa. 11:30. Not even a call to pretend you didn't bail on me. Sweeeeet.
Why are drugs and alcohol so much more important than people??
I guess I just wish that I mattered too......