i love that feeling where youre so happy you cry.
so my brother came "home" from vegas for christmas. I dont even want to talk about because ill sound like a sappy bitch.
but to sum it up, i made everyone hpnotiq,vanilla rum & pienapple drinks. we got buzzed & then went out to a bar, someone bought me a jager bomb & long island. By that time i was feeling sooo good. My brother & i danced together & it was so cute.
at his friends house before the bar, he didnt know i was taking these. haha
my brother in the middle. what a dork
waking up this morning on the floor & looking up seeing my brother asleep on the couch gave me this empty feeling in my stomach. I felt like I should have been waking up to the sun shining in making the room warm. I got up to look out the window to see shitty snow. I got flashbacks from when i was in vegas sleeping in my brothers room everynight waking up and resting my head on the window sill looking out every morning excited to start my day because it was yet another sunny day. I need to be back there already. I really wish I had money to fly out there for new years. : [
i hated hugging him goodbye this morning, seeing him get teary eye'd, not knowing if ill see him again until june or july.