Dec 08, 2004 23:03
It's hard to love someone so much and want to protect them, and when you try it blows up in your face. Sometimes I think all my efforts are in vain. Sometimes I think I'm being a good friend when all I end up doing is ruining everything. I wish she could see what I see... that she deserves better. I don't want to stop until she gets better. I think I just lost my best friend.