pills. pills, pills
Stupid mom kicked me off the computer by accident so the journal that i wrote is gone, and i'll tell you what i'm to lazy to recap the whole things, so you guys are getting a not so long entry cause now i don't feel like retyping everything.......
-I had to go the ER friday because i had i guess a panic attack of sorts. I'd been feeling bad all week and kind of ignoring it. IT felt like someone was standing on my heart. SO i went in had an EKG, my blood stolen, and a work up done. The ER doctor confirmed that i'm overly stressed and i'm actually making myself SICK1!! SO, he put me on bedrest till monday, and told me i had to follw up with my own doctor on saturday. So i did that and he put me on anti-depressants/anti-anxiety/anti-anxiety pill. I don't want to have to take a med to make myself feel better, but i guess at this point i have to. I knew i was stressed but it's crazy cause it actualy made me sick and not well. HAHAHA. Anyway wish me luck, hope it works for me. If i become a stepford wife KILL Me hahaha.
-I passed my teacher interview last week so i'm in the program for my final year of school!!!
-Everything with Nick is going ok we haven't been seeing each other as much because he's working and i've been busy with school. But whatever i'm not gonna stress about it. We'll be seeing each other more over the summer. HE's here with me today, i'm letting him sleep in so it's cool. I doubt we'll do anything but sit around, but hey i guess that's ok. He's so cute hehe.
-I saw DANE COOK last night it was so awesome. All the comics who performed were really funny, but of course D.C. took the cake. IF you guys have a chance to catch TOurgasm do it you won't be sorry.
i'm outta here i need to relax and see if i can enjoy the day you know? I gotta call my boss because i want a few days off due to my sickness. When i think of having to go back to regular life tomorrow i feel like shit about it. SO, obviously i'm not quite ready for my STRESSFUL BUSY LIFE yet.
BYe
-I had to go the ER friday because i had i guess a panic attack of sorts. I'd been feeling bad all week and kind of ignoring it. IT felt like someone was standing on my heart. SO i went in had an EKG, my blood stolen, and a work up done. The ER doctor confirmed that i'm overly stressed and i'm actually making myself SICK1!! SO, he put me on bedrest till monday, and told me i had to follw up with my own doctor on saturday. So i did that and he put me on anti-depressants/anti-anxiety/anti-anxiety pill. I don't want to have to take a med to make myself feel better, but i guess at this point i have to. I knew i was stressed but it's crazy cause it actualy made me sick and not well. HAHAHA. Anyway wish me luck, hope it works for me. If i become a stepford wife KILL Me hahaha.
-I passed my teacher interview last week so i'm in the program for my final year of school!!!
-Everything with Nick is going ok we haven't been seeing each other as much because he's working and i've been busy with school. But whatever i'm not gonna stress about it. We'll be seeing each other more over the summer. HE's here with me today, i'm letting him sleep in so it's cool. I doubt we'll do anything but sit around, but hey i guess that's ok. He's so cute hehe.
-I saw DANE COOK last night it was so awesome. All the comics who performed were really funny, but of course D.C. took the cake. IF you guys have a chance to catch TOurgasm do it you won't be sorry.
i'm outta here i need to relax and see if i can enjoy the day you know? I gotta call my boss because i want a few days off due to my sickness. When i think of having to go back to regular life tomorrow i feel like shit about it. SO, obviously i'm not quite ready for my STRESSFUL BUSY LIFE yet.
BYe