I Should Be Sleeping....
YOu know it's almost 2am and i'm really tired, but thanks to stupid thoughts spinning in my head, i don't know if i can just "lie down" and fall asleep. Overall this week was cool. I finished my teacher interview packet (this is a stupid thing my school does for people who will be finished next spring). You have an interview with the heads of the education dept. and get "voted" into the program. It's GAY... but still. I finished all my info, and my interview is next friday, wish me luck. I have to get my hair redone, and pick a nice "teacher-like" outfit to wear. I also worked hard this week on homework, and did well on everything as far as i know.
TOday (saturday) i hungout with my best friend Brandy, i love her and we don't get to hangout as much as i'd like. We went out to lunch, to the mall, and just hungout all day. It was cool, cause she knows me and humors me and makes me laugh, and doesn't make me feel like shit etc.
Can you tell i'm a little down tonight? LAst night i CLEANED my room top to bottom, I'm talkin i dusted, reorganized shit, and so on. Let's just say a lot of stuff in my life is stressing me. I'm not gonna jump the gun and get into it right now, I just wish that if i'm in a relationship with someone that it didn't feel imaginary to me......
Ok i'm off,.,,,,
TOday (saturday) i hungout with my best friend Brandy, i love her and we don't get to hangout as much as i'd like. We went out to lunch, to the mall, and just hungout all day. It was cool, cause she knows me and humors me and makes me laugh, and doesn't make me feel like shit etc.
Can you tell i'm a little down tonight? LAst night i CLEANED my room top to bottom, I'm talkin i dusted, reorganized shit, and so on. Let's just say a lot of stuff in my life is stressing me. I'm not gonna jump the gun and get into it right now, I just wish that if i'm in a relationship with someone that it didn't feel imaginary to me......
Ok i'm off,.,,,,