Sometimes I just get these feelings.. Can I handle all I have to?
I dont know what is wrong with me lately. But I feel that sometimes I am just not the same person I used to be. Like since I have gotten this job, a awesome boyfriend, and my own place, all of my semi teenage life really isnt with me anymore. I am more grown up than I think I should be and today my best friend made that apparent to me. She said "you need to relax and get some r n r, you are still a teenager" i told her that I dont feel like i am. which is the honest truth, but what the hell am I supposed to do. Ugh. I just had to vent somewhere, because I hate preoccuping people with my problems because sometimes I just dont know how to exactly speak about what is bothering me.
But I love him and he is everything to me, I hate feeling like this because I feel like I take this out on him. Sigh.
But I love him and he is everything to me, I hate feeling like this because I feel like I take this out on him. Sigh.