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okaaa...errm...this fake beatles concert crap with my dad on the 3rd =/ but at least gabs coming.that shouldnt make it so boring. and um...
im cold.and tired.and i want school to start so can i make new friends.and ditch all the crappy loser ones. juliana still wants to bash my brains in with a lead pipe..im gonna "lay low" when i see her, and check if shes holding any objects that can do any permanent damage to me.
school better not suck this year. and i better pass math this time or im never going to get ungrounded.
andd i still have my old "problems" to deal with. god damnit,it wont leave me alone.everytime i laugh...it stops me.everytime i smile,it makes me feel guilty all over again. i hate it.im alone until i get this cleared up.and it seems like its never going to go away.even with all the time in the world.its still gonna be there. all because i had to fuck up big.im begining to think its never going to be okay,or be like it used to be before that.it probally wont.and im scared shit from that.
im cold.and tired.and i want school to start so can i make new friends.and ditch all the crappy loser ones. juliana still wants to bash my brains in with a lead pipe..im gonna "lay low" when i see her, and check if shes holding any objects that can do any permanent damage to me.
school better not suck this year. and i better pass math this time or im never going to get ungrounded.
andd i still have my old "problems" to deal with. god damnit,it wont leave me alone.everytime i laugh...it stops me.everytime i smile,it makes me feel guilty all over again. i hate it.im alone until i get this cleared up.and it seems like its never going to go away.even with all the time in the world.its still gonna be there. all because i had to fuck up big.im begining to think its never going to be okay,or be like it used to be before that.it probally wont.and im scared shit from that.