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so so so my buddies. wait, lets not make that plural. so so so my budddy. there we go. i have yet to have more then one buddy. that i dont say fuck off to,or go fuck yourself. i should be nicer....nahhh.
anyway.resentment towards my dad is going down a little bit.im not that mad. but im still scared shit. i have to go get that cancer thing on my neck removed next week.i hope i dont freak. my brother has this "sist" or somthnig like that on his brain. now they have to put a tube in his head and suck it out because its putting preasure on his brain and making him barf, get headaches,blury vision,temper problems. i hope hes ok. along with my mom who just got checked for breast cancer. they saw a bump so now she has to go back. jesus,this family is fucked up.thats ok, eric told me to optimistic,so im trying. i swear im trying.
anyway.resentment towards my dad is going down a little bit.im not that mad. but im still scared shit. i have to go get that cancer thing on my neck removed next week.i hope i dont freak. my brother has this "sist" or somthnig like that on his brain. now they have to put a tube in his head and suck it out because its putting preasure on his brain and making him barf, get headaches,blury vision,temper problems. i hope hes ok. along with my mom who just got checked for breast cancer. they saw a bump so now she has to go back. jesus,this family is fucked up.thats ok, eric told me to optimistic,so im trying. i swear im trying.