Oct 13, 2004 20:14
Some People read thins thiking.. holy shit. Lindsay is crazy.. or.. why is she so angry.. OR.. What is she trying o prove? Nothing. People see me differently in school.. im calm, sometimes quite sometimes crazy. but no one gets to see that inside of me.. i'm differnt.
I've now noticed how much i have changed from the beggining of 6th, to the begining of 8th. I have realized with the help of keri.. that its not a good friendship if i have to hide anything or lie. thats why ihave this livejournal. So i guess you Lantana middlers need to know.. that im not all you think i am at school.. im much more.. i can hate people just as easily as others can hate me..
all of you talk smack.. so do i.. sometimes it comes and bites us in the ass.. other times it is just let go.. Girls just need to let things go sometimes.. we like to hold on to grudges. guys normally let name calling go. Orr they punch eachother and thats the end of it. C'mon people. EVERYONE is hated by someone else.. thats life. Maybe i think more people hate me then is true. but that doesnt change my opinion on Middle School. its stupid. anoying. gay. whatever.. i just want to get out.
This Gifted trip ought to be interesting. I think patrick isn't to fond of me now.. (since i am acting like a bitch. im a girl.. we girls act like bitches.. once again.. thats life.) whic is pretty bad cause i wanted to hang with him and Daniel. i guess i'll start making my army of 7th and 6th grade followers.. idunno. DJ will be on the trip.. i'll chill with him.
I just can't wait till high school... even thought most my H.S friends think i should savore my time in LMCS. i dont want to. i want to have time to savore in LWHS.
I really dont care what the people at LMCS think. they should stick by me even if they see a change in me.. thats what.. friends are for huh? idunno. i have no problem with most of you from school.. just you know.. sometimes i CANT STAND YOU. same for you to me. i know i can go over the top.. or be SUPER annoying.. thats me.. =P