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So..
long story short..
my best friend is moving to Wisconsin.
I don't know what I'll do, or how.
I'll just force myself to put my mind on other things.
Pretend.
Yes.
Dance. Pretend. Forget. Defend.
I miss that cd.
Had a nice chat with Derek today,
about how neither of us can remember the last decent show we went to.
Its nice to have an intellectual conversation sometimes.
I really hate that I've already thrown myself head-first into "I don't care about anything" mode.
My grades are slipping, its only second term.
I'm beginning to have homicidal thoughts about my 1st hour teacher.
As in, I'd like to rip her head off for being such a complete and utter moron dance teacher, trying to relate to a degree she SOMEHOW recieved in teaching English.
I don't even care about showering or make-up anymore.
I just get up, get dressed, brush my teeth and go to school.
With maybe an occasional swipe of mascara so i don't look like a corpse.
I really want to hang out with Victor soon.
And Steve-- its been a while since I've seen either.
Tomorrow is Friday,
I'm going snowboarding.
I just want to be..
somewhere else/
long story short..
my best friend is moving to Wisconsin.
I don't know what I'll do, or how.
I'll just force myself to put my mind on other things.
Pretend.
Yes.
Dance. Pretend. Forget. Defend.
I miss that cd.
Had a nice chat with Derek today,
about how neither of us can remember the last decent show we went to.
Its nice to have an intellectual conversation sometimes.
I really hate that I've already thrown myself head-first into "I don't care about anything" mode.
My grades are slipping, its only second term.
I'm beginning to have homicidal thoughts about my 1st hour teacher.
As in, I'd like to rip her head off for being such a complete and utter moron dance teacher, trying to relate to a degree she SOMEHOW recieved in teaching English.
I don't even care about showering or make-up anymore.
I just get up, get dressed, brush my teeth and go to school.
With maybe an occasional swipe of mascara so i don't look like a corpse.
I really want to hang out with Victor soon.
And Steve-- its been a while since I've seen either.
Tomorrow is Friday,
I'm going snowboarding.
I just want to be..
somewhere else/