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Jun 04, 2005 21:08

hmm so much i could write about, i guess ill just address things like i usually do...

katy - still like her, still has a bf. on the upside, weve been hanging out ALOT. ive seen her like 4 times in the last week and a half or so. we talk alot more 2. im greatly enjoying my friendship w/ her. shes so beautiful and fun and outgoing. i still wanna be with her but shes happy w/ zack and i cant and wont break them up. i want her 2 be happy. <3333333333

dominica - i love talking to u. you are awesome and cool and pretty and everything. i hope we get closer. thanx 4 the kickass survey lol. good luck w/ georgia boy ;):-p <33333

my mom is going to ny for the week so ill probly be able 2 come to town a couple times. neone wanna make plans???

work is a little better. im still working nights for now. itll be better soon. im tired of working so much but whatever. ill deal for now...

Hey there love, let's get to catching up.
'Cause I been thinking those thoughts
that must have slipped my mind
that time that I left you there that night."
I replied, "Let me remind you of the guy
you failed to mention all along.
'Cause your actions have consequences and these are them."

I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you.
And I probably always will.
I can't afford to make another mistake like this,
'Cause this is more than I can take.
I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own devise.
I'm sure this comes as no surprise.

Hey there babe, don't mean to cut you off,
but I've heard enough lies and you're dying to get caught.
I'll let you go call all your friends.
"Oh my god! Let me describe to you this guy,
his name is Ken, he's in this band that writes such,
awful songs about me all the time."
You're goddamn right!

I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you.
And I probably always will.
I can't afford to make another mistake like this,
'Cause this is more than I can take.
I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own devise.
I'm sure this comes as no surprise.

Fine, just let me lie here for a while,
'Cause I'll be staying up, yeah hanging up all night.
Oh, I'm spent of all attention that I've given.
To a hopeless case, to a sharp headache, to a choice you make
To the reason why I, to the reason why I say.

I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you.
And I probably always will.
I can't afford to make another mistake like this,
'Cause this is more than I can take.
I don't mean to leave angry, this is by your own devise.
I'm sure this comes as no surprise.

I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you.
And I probably always will.
I can't afford to make another mistake like you.
I'm sure this comes as no surprise.
I'm sure this comes as no surprise.
Surprise, surprise...

So I flew across the country just to find your broken word
Like the dry wall in the bathroom of the hotel room she left me in alone
Excuse me while I let your secrets out
Does it comfort you to think about how wonderful this was up until now?

Cuz this is closure once and for all
Oh, this has to stop right now
Cuz I've been running for my life
And you could never catch me now

So I guess I'll just get going, I've got better topics now
And I'm off to find some blank pages to write all of them down
Because these ones have been dirtied with the mentioning of you
And you know I wouldn't say I hate you if it wasn't true
Because you're the talk of the town
And everybody's found it out

Cuz this is closure once and for all
Oh, this has to stop right now
Cuz I've been running for my life
And you could never catch me now

So I guess I'll cut my losses cuz I lost a lot
I guess I'll quit complaining and I'll starting walking it off
Because there is no point in living in a past with that unhappiness
Consider it a promise we both broke
Consider it mistakes on both our parts

Cuz this is closure once and for all
Oh, this has to stop right now
Cuz I've been running for my life
And you could never catch me now
Yeah, this closure once and for all
Yeah, this closure once and for all
And you could never catch me now...

neither of those are about anyone mentioned above, so dont worry lol. i <3 u both...

im 18 in like 2 hours :)

CK
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