drama
2nite im wrting 3 entries. one about each major recent event in the last 2 weeks its in decending order, read this one (drama), then the next (retreat), and the third(alligory) in that order 4 it 2 make sence...
in the last entry i meantioned something about a date w/ my friend alex. we went 2 see "guess who". it was cute. her mom made her sis go w/ us. that killed my game plan but w/e. i still had a good time. i hung at her house 4 like 2 hrs watching bridgette jones 2. it was fun. we went outside and we hugged alot and i finally said "you know what i want 2 do." so i kissed her. it was amazing. i kissed her again 4 a little longer and i could barely stand. i was really out of it. i couldnt drive, i couldnt think. i had never felt that good...
i got home and we talked. turns out she felt nothing, even tho she wanted to. killed all my hopes and dreams. fortunately she still wanted to go 2 prom w/ me...
heres where the drama begins...
cast of characters:
alex - prom date, current crush, and really good friend
sarah - dateless for prom, friend of alex and i, very depressed but very loud and outgoing girl
carol - sarahs friend that wanted 2 get sarah a date 4 some sort of self righteousness binge
allyson - the girl i really want 2 go 2 prom w/ and on sarah and carols side
megan - alex's friend, on alex's side
pat - exbf that she cheated on w/ jesse
jesse - alex's ex whos like 19 and dosnt go 2 our school and her parrents hate him
me - poor bastard caught in the middle
plot:
sarah contacts me online and tells me that she thinks alex will "shit on me" at prom. meaning that we will get there and she will totally dump me and ignore me the whole night. for fear of that, sarah and i agree that if she does that sarah will become my date as she was dateless at the time. cool, i have a backup plan. allyson agrees w/ sarah but i think she is just listening and agreeing w/ sarah (at this time i thouhgt sarah was the mastermind, i was very wrong) then carol joins in. i guess sarah said something 2 her. anyway, carol and i talk on the internet and carol almost gets me 2 dump alex. i also talk 2 megan and she says that alex really wants 2 go w/ me. i decided 2 talk 2 alex 1st b4 i did nething at all. bad idea...
next day i talk 2 alex and tell her my concerns. i told her every reason that i could think of why she would use me 4 prom. she flat denies them all. i believe her. i tell her it was sarah and carol. well that wasnt true, cuz all of the dumping alex was totally carol's idea and i didnt find out till afterwards that sarah had little 2 do w/ it. well alex is irate at sarah and sarah is irate at me. fortunately sarah and i make up but the deal is off. crap...
the next day, i was talking 2 alex after school and guess who shows up? jesse of course. and im waiting 4 her 2 get done w/ jesse cuz i needed 2 talk 2 her bout something. so im there talking 2 sarah and carol and i swear i see her kissing him. i was so upset i just jumped off my trunk and damn near run over sarah and carol when i leave. i didnt like what i saw btwn her and him. i went 2 best buy and bought the everglow by mae. it helped lol. well i went 2 work and left alex 2 messages 1)id say i was mad right now but that would be the understatement of the century 2)ud better give me a full explanation or u can 4get prom w/ me. neway she leaves a message and i call her back on my break and she explained it enuff 2 make everything ok. i was still upset and unsure...
the retreat was this weekend 2. as that is the focus of the next entry, i wont go into detail. but during one of the circle time talks we were supposed 2 kinda tell our life story. well when alex did hers, she expressed how bad she felt that she cheated on pat. in turn he forgave her. they were inseprable all weekend. flirting, hand holding and, rumor has it, kissing. wonderful, i saw it all weekend. it wasnt until carol and her friend sam told alex how i felt about seeing them 2gether, that she finally got it was was nice 2 me the rest of the time (tho she ignored me 2day). but she did give me a huge hug when she read my letter 2 her and she barely talked 2 pat since carol and sam talked 2 her...
well im gonna talk 2 her 2morrow about her rxn 2 the letter and if she agrees w/ what i said. if she will do these 2 little things i asked 4, then prom will be just dandy lol. the first and last dance... is that 2 much 2 ask 4???
Out of the box, out of the kitchen.
Out of the world she's grown so fearful of.
I don't ever want to see you again.
I don't ever want to see you again, my friend.
This is the end.
Out of the house, she grabs the keys, runs for the hills and doesn't leave a letter.
That way the impact will be much better.
Away from the man that she's grown so fearful of.
I don't ever want to see you again.
Why, oh why do you wear sunglasses in the home when the sun went out about an hour ago?
Life should not be that way.
Always up or down, never down and out.
You dream of demons while you sleep that make you stutter when you speak.
Speak now or forever hold your peace in pieces.
Now that I'm grown I've seen marriages fall to pieces.
Now that I'm grown I've seen friendships fall to pieces.
Weekend warriors, and our best friends.
The writers weren't kidding about how all good things must end.
Then again some things are far too good to go ahead and let go.
Always up or down, never down and out.
You dream of demons while you sleep that make you stutter when you speak.
Speak now or forever hold your peace.
We won't forget Tony or Johnny.
No matter how they miss us they still wish us the best on the road.
Garrett took a plane to Paris, France.
Now he's cooking up entrees for the pretty, pretty French girls.
Bookends, Blue and Clarity, to The Wall and Grace.
Darkside, Wish and a toast to the late Figure 8.
Weekend warriors and our best friends.
The writers weren't kidding about the good things will live in our hearts.
Always up or down, never down and out.
You dream of demons while you sleep that make you stutter when you speak.
Speak now or forever hold your peace in pieces...
i dont wanna be left in peices...
ck
in the last entry i meantioned something about a date w/ my friend alex. we went 2 see "guess who". it was cute. her mom made her sis go w/ us. that killed my game plan but w/e. i still had a good time. i hung at her house 4 like 2 hrs watching bridgette jones 2. it was fun. we went outside and we hugged alot and i finally said "you know what i want 2 do." so i kissed her. it was amazing. i kissed her again 4 a little longer and i could barely stand. i was really out of it. i couldnt drive, i couldnt think. i had never felt that good...
i got home and we talked. turns out she felt nothing, even tho she wanted to. killed all my hopes and dreams. fortunately she still wanted to go 2 prom w/ me...
heres where the drama begins...
cast of characters:
alex - prom date, current crush, and really good friend
sarah - dateless for prom, friend of alex and i, very depressed but very loud and outgoing girl
carol - sarahs friend that wanted 2 get sarah a date 4 some sort of self righteousness binge
allyson - the girl i really want 2 go 2 prom w/ and on sarah and carols side
megan - alex's friend, on alex's side
pat - exbf that she cheated on w/ jesse
jesse - alex's ex whos like 19 and dosnt go 2 our school and her parrents hate him
me - poor bastard caught in the middle
plot:
sarah contacts me online and tells me that she thinks alex will "shit on me" at prom. meaning that we will get there and she will totally dump me and ignore me the whole night. for fear of that, sarah and i agree that if she does that sarah will become my date as she was dateless at the time. cool, i have a backup plan. allyson agrees w/ sarah but i think she is just listening and agreeing w/ sarah (at this time i thouhgt sarah was the mastermind, i was very wrong) then carol joins in. i guess sarah said something 2 her. anyway, carol and i talk on the internet and carol almost gets me 2 dump alex. i also talk 2 megan and she says that alex really wants 2 go w/ me. i decided 2 talk 2 alex 1st b4 i did nething at all. bad idea...
next day i talk 2 alex and tell her my concerns. i told her every reason that i could think of why she would use me 4 prom. she flat denies them all. i believe her. i tell her it was sarah and carol. well that wasnt true, cuz all of the dumping alex was totally carol's idea and i didnt find out till afterwards that sarah had little 2 do w/ it. well alex is irate at sarah and sarah is irate at me. fortunately sarah and i make up but the deal is off. crap...
the next day, i was talking 2 alex after school and guess who shows up? jesse of course. and im waiting 4 her 2 get done w/ jesse cuz i needed 2 talk 2 her bout something. so im there talking 2 sarah and carol and i swear i see her kissing him. i was so upset i just jumped off my trunk and damn near run over sarah and carol when i leave. i didnt like what i saw btwn her and him. i went 2 best buy and bought the everglow by mae. it helped lol. well i went 2 work and left alex 2 messages 1)id say i was mad right now but that would be the understatement of the century 2)ud better give me a full explanation or u can 4get prom w/ me. neway she leaves a message and i call her back on my break and she explained it enuff 2 make everything ok. i was still upset and unsure...
the retreat was this weekend 2. as that is the focus of the next entry, i wont go into detail. but during one of the circle time talks we were supposed 2 kinda tell our life story. well when alex did hers, she expressed how bad she felt that she cheated on pat. in turn he forgave her. they were inseprable all weekend. flirting, hand holding and, rumor has it, kissing. wonderful, i saw it all weekend. it wasnt until carol and her friend sam told alex how i felt about seeing them 2gether, that she finally got it was was nice 2 me the rest of the time (tho she ignored me 2day). but she did give me a huge hug when she read my letter 2 her and she barely talked 2 pat since carol and sam talked 2 her...
well im gonna talk 2 her 2morrow about her rxn 2 the letter and if she agrees w/ what i said. if she will do these 2 little things i asked 4, then prom will be just dandy lol. the first and last dance... is that 2 much 2 ask 4???
Out of the box, out of the kitchen.
Out of the world she's grown so fearful of.
I don't ever want to see you again.
I don't ever want to see you again, my friend.
This is the end.
Out of the house, she grabs the keys, runs for the hills and doesn't leave a letter.
That way the impact will be much better.
Away from the man that she's grown so fearful of.
I don't ever want to see you again.
Why, oh why do you wear sunglasses in the home when the sun went out about an hour ago?
Life should not be that way.
Always up or down, never down and out.
You dream of demons while you sleep that make you stutter when you speak.
Speak now or forever hold your peace in pieces.
Now that I'm grown I've seen marriages fall to pieces.
Now that I'm grown I've seen friendships fall to pieces.
Weekend warriors, and our best friends.
The writers weren't kidding about how all good things must end.
Then again some things are far too good to go ahead and let go.
Always up or down, never down and out.
You dream of demons while you sleep that make you stutter when you speak.
Speak now or forever hold your peace.
We won't forget Tony or Johnny.
No matter how they miss us they still wish us the best on the road.
Garrett took a plane to Paris, France.
Now he's cooking up entrees for the pretty, pretty French girls.
Bookends, Blue and Clarity, to The Wall and Grace.
Darkside, Wish and a toast to the late Figure 8.
Weekend warriors and our best friends.
The writers weren't kidding about the good things will live in our hearts.
Always up or down, never down and out.
You dream of demons while you sleep that make you stutter when you speak.
Speak now or forever hold your peace in pieces...
i dont wanna be left in peices...
ck