shoot me
im soaking wet cuz u just bathed my dog, my teeth hurt, im sick, i just lost my best friend. my life is great...
that was sarcasm btw. well ill start w/ the lost friend thing. kelli got a new bf. which isnt that bad. just means we cant meaninglessly make out on the weekends, i can live w/ that. BUT her new bf hates me. probly some sort of jealousy thing. neway, she wouldnt tell me about him 4 like a week tho i figured it out 2 days in. neway she finally called me the other night, against his wishes. she told me everything but then he got mad at her 4 calling me. so she called me back crying harder than i thought ne human could. so i called him, bitched him out, and havnt talked 2 either since. he probly threatened 4 breakup w/ her if she contacted me again. hes such a bitchassfuck. my friend cynthia used 2 date him and found him 2 be an ass. hopefully kelli will realize that soon and ill have my best friend back. i really love her and hopefully that wont end b/c of a fucking bf...
i lost my voice on tuesday. it was amusing, i had 2 speak thru an interpreter all day lol. i wish it lasted longer. i went 2 the doctor 2day. got some meds and cream 4 this mysterious rash on my arm. also i hope 2 have the cist on my shoulder lanced. i should be all better soon, that will be nice lol...
on the upside, i saw alicia and carly on thursday. me and alicia walked 2 the park, madeout a little in the dugout, u kno the usual stuff. i dont really like her like that nemore. that feeling frm a yr ago is waaay gone. but its still good kissing practice lol. then i went 2 hang at carlys. i brought her and her sis mcdonalds. i helped her clean her room. it was fun. she looks alot better in real life than pictures. shes alot shorter than i thought tho lol. so beaides the orthodontist puting on a new bracket that scratches my cheek and hurts like a bitch, it was an awesome day...
work is work, ive missed alot of hours due 2 my illness but im goin in monday 2 fix that lol. school is school. monday is pi day(3-14 get it? lol). i gotta make a web page 4 my project and help w/ sugar cookies 4 the food part. its an ez test grade i guess. yeah, i asked jess and alex 2 prom, and i got 2 "i dont knows". that sucks lol. i wanna go w/ someone, and since kelli is out of the question, i wanna go w/ 1 of them. i think thats it 4 that shit...
haha that rhymed lol...
song time...
I want a normal life
just like a new born child
I am a lover hater
I am an instigater
You are an oversight
Don't try to compromise
I'll learn to love to hate it
I am not integrated
Just call my name
You'll be okay
Your scream is burning through my veins
Sooner or later your gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw your life away
Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw your life away
You're like an infantile
I knew it all the while
You sit and try to play me
Just like you see on tv
I am an oversight
Just like a parasite
Why am I so pathetic
I know you won't forget it
Just call my name
You'll be okay
Your scream is burning through my veins
Sooner or later your gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw your life away
Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw your life away
Sooner or later your gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw your life away...
bout time breaking benjamin made a song that i like 4 more than 5 minuites lol...
i'm leaving again
for the second time alright
you better believe
that this was all just a joke to me
and as i look down on them
i repeat these words in my head
they never heard one sound out of my mouth
they never heard one sound
it's all pretty clear
but when i left you all stayed the same
now i think i believe
that i was never alive in the first place
they never heard one sound out of my mouth
they never heard one sound out of my mouth
they never heard one sound out of my mouth
they never heard one sound
don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die...
i kno ive used that line b4 but this time its actually part of the song lol...
i hope ur happy kelli...
i hope we can hang out again carly...
ok thats enuff randomness 4 2nite...
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that was sarcasm btw. well ill start w/ the lost friend thing. kelli got a new bf. which isnt that bad. just means we cant meaninglessly make out on the weekends, i can live w/ that. BUT her new bf hates me. probly some sort of jealousy thing. neway, she wouldnt tell me about him 4 like a week tho i figured it out 2 days in. neway she finally called me the other night, against his wishes. she told me everything but then he got mad at her 4 calling me. so she called me back crying harder than i thought ne human could. so i called him, bitched him out, and havnt talked 2 either since. he probly threatened 4 breakup w/ her if she contacted me again. hes such a bitchassfuck. my friend cynthia used 2 date him and found him 2 be an ass. hopefully kelli will realize that soon and ill have my best friend back. i really love her and hopefully that wont end b/c of a fucking bf...
i lost my voice on tuesday. it was amusing, i had 2 speak thru an interpreter all day lol. i wish it lasted longer. i went 2 the doctor 2day. got some meds and cream 4 this mysterious rash on my arm. also i hope 2 have the cist on my shoulder lanced. i should be all better soon, that will be nice lol...
on the upside, i saw alicia and carly on thursday. me and alicia walked 2 the park, madeout a little in the dugout, u kno the usual stuff. i dont really like her like that nemore. that feeling frm a yr ago is waaay gone. but its still good kissing practice lol. then i went 2 hang at carlys. i brought her and her sis mcdonalds. i helped her clean her room. it was fun. she looks alot better in real life than pictures. shes alot shorter than i thought tho lol. so beaides the orthodontist puting on a new bracket that scratches my cheek and hurts like a bitch, it was an awesome day...
work is work, ive missed alot of hours due 2 my illness but im goin in monday 2 fix that lol. school is school. monday is pi day(3-14 get it? lol). i gotta make a web page 4 my project and help w/ sugar cookies 4 the food part. its an ez test grade i guess. yeah, i asked jess and alex 2 prom, and i got 2 "i dont knows". that sucks lol. i wanna go w/ someone, and since kelli is out of the question, i wanna go w/ 1 of them. i think thats it 4 that shit...
haha that rhymed lol...
song time...
I want a normal life
just like a new born child
I am a lover hater
I am an instigater
You are an oversight
Don't try to compromise
I'll learn to love to hate it
I am not integrated
Just call my name
You'll be okay
Your scream is burning through my veins
Sooner or later your gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw your life away
Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw your life away
You're like an infantile
I knew it all the while
You sit and try to play me
Just like you see on tv
I am an oversight
Just like a parasite
Why am I so pathetic
I know you won't forget it
Just call my name
You'll be okay
Your scream is burning through my veins
Sooner or later your gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw your life away
Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw your life away
Sooner or later your gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw your life away...
bout time breaking benjamin made a song that i like 4 more than 5 minuites lol...
i'm leaving again
for the second time alright
you better believe
that this was all just a joke to me
and as i look down on them
i repeat these words in my head
they never heard one sound out of my mouth
they never heard one sound
it's all pretty clear
but when i left you all stayed the same
now i think i believe
that i was never alive in the first place
they never heard one sound out of my mouth
they never heard one sound out of my mouth
they never heard one sound out of my mouth
they never heard one sound
don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die...
i kno ive used that line b4 but this time its actually part of the song lol...
i hope ur happy kelli...
i hope we can hang out again carly...
ok thats enuff randomness 4 2nite...
ck