update
im bored so im updating, tho i really dont want 2, so dont expect much effort is this one...
Professionally my life is on an upturn. i quit mcdonalds 4 whataburger (a new place in ocala). i cant wait 2 start. my bosses seem really cool and the food looks delicious. maybe ill actually get appreciated for being a good worker 4 once. *gasp* school remains constant. i can deal with it 4 another couple of months i guess lol...
Emotionally, on the other hand im worse than ever. turns out stacey dosnt like me. i dont kno y tho i have a few ideas. she says she cant explain it but i really dont care 2 kno why. i understand but she still wont talk 2 me. it dosnt matter that she dosnt like me. we were friends b4 i began liking her and i wanna go back 2 being friends. thats all i ask of her. we get along well and ill stop flirting if she wants me 2. i really hate being left in the dark. she wont even speak 2 me. what changed all of the sudden? that i doubt ill ever know. on the upside katy and i have gotten pretty close. seems shes all i have left...
saturday was a great day. ill keep why to myself...
Believe what you want to
but you're headed for a big disaster
Losing it like you always do
Keeping someone to put you under
My irregular heartbeat, keeping me alive
But just barely
Just 'cause I want to doesn't mean I'm lost
Comfort me we'll find somewhere to be free
We can breathe the same air
Take our time to get there
So do you want to disappear with me?
We won't look back
So do you want to disappear with me?
Leave it all behind
Disappear
Disappear
..with me
Disappear
Disappear
..with me
Don't you want to be free?
Are you simple?
Are you poision?
Either way it ends in disappointment
Is it worth it, to fear me?
Make me into a monster
Stop sleeping
Start screaming
before this sunlight
Come with me
I want to, to show you
The desert at night
We can breathe the same air
Take our time to get there
So do you want to disappear with me?
We won't look back
So do you want to disappear with me?
Leave it all behind
Disappear
Disappear
..with me
Disappear
Disapear
..with me
Don't you want to be free?
It was raining
Always still had windows down
I wanted somethin' crazy
But you wouldn't do that
We can breathe the same air
Take our time to get there
So do you want to disappear with me?
We won't look back
So do you want to disappear with me?
Leave it all behind
Disappear
Disappear
..with me
Disappear
Disappear
..with me
Don't you want to be free???
i <3 you katy...
i miss u stacey...
i love u sami, i wish we lived closer...
ur the best sam, thank you for listening...
ck
Professionally my life is on an upturn. i quit mcdonalds 4 whataburger (a new place in ocala). i cant wait 2 start. my bosses seem really cool and the food looks delicious. maybe ill actually get appreciated for being a good worker 4 once. *gasp* school remains constant. i can deal with it 4 another couple of months i guess lol...
Emotionally, on the other hand im worse than ever. turns out stacey dosnt like me. i dont kno y tho i have a few ideas. she says she cant explain it but i really dont care 2 kno why. i understand but she still wont talk 2 me. it dosnt matter that she dosnt like me. we were friends b4 i began liking her and i wanna go back 2 being friends. thats all i ask of her. we get along well and ill stop flirting if she wants me 2. i really hate being left in the dark. she wont even speak 2 me. what changed all of the sudden? that i doubt ill ever know. on the upside katy and i have gotten pretty close. seems shes all i have left...
saturday was a great day. ill keep why to myself...
Believe what you want to
but you're headed for a big disaster
Losing it like you always do
Keeping someone to put you under
My irregular heartbeat, keeping me alive
But just barely
Just 'cause I want to doesn't mean I'm lost
Comfort me we'll find somewhere to be free
We can breathe the same air
Take our time to get there
So do you want to disappear with me?
We won't look back
So do you want to disappear with me?
Leave it all behind
Disappear
Disappear
..with me
Disappear
Disappear
..with me
Don't you want to be free?
Are you simple?
Are you poision?
Either way it ends in disappointment
Is it worth it, to fear me?
Make me into a monster
Stop sleeping
Start screaming
before this sunlight
Come with me
I want to, to show you
The desert at night
We can breathe the same air
Take our time to get there
So do you want to disappear with me?
We won't look back
So do you want to disappear with me?
Leave it all behind
Disappear
Disappear
..with me
Disappear
Disapear
..with me
Don't you want to be free?
It was raining
Always still had windows down
I wanted somethin' crazy
But you wouldn't do that
We can breathe the same air
Take our time to get there
So do you want to disappear with me?
We won't look back
So do you want to disappear with me?
Leave it all behind
Disappear
Disappear
..with me
Disappear
Disappear
..with me
Don't you want to be free???
i <3 you katy...
i miss u stacey...
i love u sami, i wish we lived closer...
ur the best sam, thank you for listening...
ck