Oct 20, 2004 23:15
im updating cuz i promiced stacey i would. and im a man of my word and i <3 her so here goes...
work and school suck as usual. the cool boss hurt his arm so he will b out 4 a while. we need 2 hire more ppl damnit. mcdonalds sucks. school sux 2. julie and i made up. thats good i guess. i dropped ap bio 4 a pe cuz ap bio sucked. id rather take it in college. ill learn more. 3 teachers got fired 4 "ireconcilable differences." i liked 2 of them 2. they apparently wrote a letter of complaint to the school board that runs our private school system about some shit my principal does. this only affirms my belif that br andrew(my pricipal) is a horrible, wrongly prioritized, tyrant of an administrator. 1st mr stone now this. y didnt i go 2 lecanto like i really should have (id be alot happier)...
well im still alone. im still lonely. im still sad. but thats to be expected. ive come to accept my horrid sadness. theres is absolutlely nothing i can do to be rid of it. so ill deal. thats pretty sad when you have 2 accept that ur sad and will never get ne better...
kelli. she got a new boyfriend(sorta), good for her i guess *sigh*...
stacey. i <3 u. u r the best thing thats happened 2 me in a while. i love talking 2 uand flirting with uand everything. ur so great. we r getting closer everyday. maybe we will become best friends someday. maybe more, idk. i do kno ur fucking awesome. what else is there 2 say???
katy. u r awesome. i love talking 2 u. u r really cool 2. im happy stacey has such kickass friends. i hope u and i get really close 2. cant wait 2 talk 2 u again...
britt. beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. and i can tell you are definately beautful inside. whats outside has no matter. u need 2 realize that and maybe things will work out better 4 u...
sami. thanx 4 having me as a friend on ur journal cuz stacey read it and i met all these great ppl b/c of it. u indirectly made my life a little better. thank you...
Hey, I wanna crawl out of my skin
Apologize for all my sins
All the things I should have said to you
Hey, I can't make it go away
Over and over in my brain again
All the things I should have said to you
Counting stars wishing I was okay
Crashing down was my biggest mistake
I never ever ever meant to hurt you
I only did what I had to
Counting stars again
Hey, I'll take this day by day by day
Under the covers I'm okay I guess
Life's too short and I feel small
Counting stars wishing I was okay
Crashing down was my biggest mistake
I never ever ever meant to hurt you
I only did what I had to
Counting stars again
Counting stars wishing I was okay
Crashing down was my biggest mistake
I never ever ever meant to hurt you
I only did what I had to
Counting stars again
Counting stars again
Counting stars again
Counting stars again
Counting stars again
Counting stars again...
wishes never work, hope is empty, faith is pointless, love just isnt there...
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