back to the bottom
as the subject states im back at the bottom. i thought i had found a ladder out with megs but it was quite weak. meeting her in person may have been one of the greatest nights of my life but i should have never happened. it fucked everything up. so here i am, just as lonely, if not lonlier than b4. sigh...
in other words absolutely nothing good has happened at all lately. i dropped ap bio, id rather take it in college. ill learn more there. man i cant wait till college. i cant wait 2 be away from all this sadness and depression of home. i cant wait till i can drive and visit my friends whenever i want. ahhh, freedom, i cant wait...
one slight upside is thatr me and stacey r gettin closer. she so cool and pretty and smart and stuff. we click u kno? all i have to do is find the real her or at least help her do so. i luv her, *hugs* 2 u stacey, ur the best...
i love you ashley and sami, never fight again, i never wanna lose you guys as friends...
ill always be here for you kelli, u know i love you to death...
I don't feel the way I've ever felt.
I know.
I'm gonna smile and not get worried.
I try but it shows.
Anyone can make what I have built.
And better now
Anyone can find the same white pills.
It takes my pain away.
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Nevermind these are horrid times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.
I never thought I'd walk away from you.
I did.
But it's a false sense of accomplishment.
Everytime time I quit
Anyone can see my every flaw.
It isn't hard.
Anyone can say they're above this all.
It takes my pain away.
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Nevermind these are horrid times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me...
too bad it does...
ck
in other words absolutely nothing good has happened at all lately. i dropped ap bio, id rather take it in college. ill learn more there. man i cant wait till college. i cant wait 2 be away from all this sadness and depression of home. i cant wait till i can drive and visit my friends whenever i want. ahhh, freedom, i cant wait...
one slight upside is thatr me and stacey r gettin closer. she so cool and pretty and smart and stuff. we click u kno? all i have to do is find the real her or at least help her do so. i luv her, *hugs* 2 u stacey, ur the best...
i love you ashley and sami, never fight again, i never wanna lose you guys as friends...
ill always be here for you kelli, u know i love you to death...
I don't feel the way I've ever felt.
I know.
I'm gonna smile and not get worried.
I try but it shows.
Anyone can make what I have built.
And better now
Anyone can find the same white pills.
It takes my pain away.
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Nevermind these are horrid times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.
I never thought I'd walk away from you.
I did.
But it's a false sense of accomplishment.
Everytime time I quit
Anyone can see my every flaw.
It isn't hard.
Anyone can say they're above this all.
It takes my pain away.
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Nevermind these are horrid times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me...
too bad it does...
ck