hmmm...update
I'll be on the cover of Joker Magazine in May. That's pretty cool. Other than that, um...got my blood taken this morning for life insurance. Nothing like waking up, peeing in a cup, giving away some blood while watching cartoons, then going back to bed. Got to see Nick Saturday night, sunday, and some of Monday. I missed his beautiful face. There's nothing like being spooned by someone who loves you. I'd forgotten what it was like to have someone look in your eyes and actually love you for who you are and the person that you will always will be. While he was here for his few short days, it didn't feel like we lived together. It felt like my boyfriend had just spent the night and was feeling super comfortable in my house. Very odd feeling. We had a wonderful 4 hour trip to St. Petersburg on easter. I love our conversations. He's so fun. I don't think I can ever fall out of love with this man. His black eye looked so sad. His beautiful face all black and blue. His perfect hazel eye all blood shot. Wasn't even a real fight. Just him being drunk with his drunk buddy. I miss him so much. Granted, I am doing things on my own. Living on my own. but it's hard to do that when you've been living together for almost 3 years. Our four year anniversary will be in July. I can't believe it has been that long. Granted the seven month break-up (we don't count that). We still talked to each other atleast twice a week and we both pretended how much we didn't miss the other person. I never thought I could be committed to someone for so long. But it only seems as if we've been together for a few months. It hasn't gotten old yet. I enjoy dancing with him. It's so fun getting all down and dirty booty dancing with my hardcore man. haha! Tatoos and shaved head and all. Anyhoo, enough about my relationship. Jack missed his graduation because i didn't get back in time from st. pete in time. i'll have to make it up to him.