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Well I see that my life really does change by the day. Has anyone ever had a dream that you thought was real but in the end it wasn't. Then when you wake up you wish that the dream was really true. I had one of those last nigh but yet I am torn because I have a boyfriend and yet I still have feelings for someone else. Don't get me wrong I love Ron and I will most likely marry him one of these days whenever I can find a job. But there is this small feeling in me that says that this is not the right thing for me to do. Well anyway to update you one the rest of my life. I am still trying to find a job that I will beable to hold for more than a week with out getting sick of it. But as long as I can find one soon so I can get my truck I don't really care that much. So I am going to go out now with Heather then off to Ron's house for the night.