Shit
I feel like this happens everytime. I was talking to Amanda about it last night, and I'm just going to call it self sabotage. And i HATE it. It makes me sick. literally. If there is one thing that I have learned about myself in college its this- I like to mess up good things. And I keep doing it. Everytime. I need to be punched out of my rut because its just wearing me down on top of everything else. And I dont need that worry. Jesus let me stop now before I breakdown.