Oct 11, 2005 01:35
I gave my heart to you
I gave up my friends like you said I should do
Put aside my smile for you
Threw out my dreams if you said you didn't approve
I gave my mind
Compromised my life, just to see I'd find
You were trying to hold me back
Slowly you throwing me off of my track
Disappointed again
Oh, there you go comparing me
To every little model on the TV screen
Oh, there you go complaining to me
'Cause I want to spend time with my family
My esteem has gone down
You never want to take me out
Make me feel dumb and alone
I don't know where to go
I'm through with it
I shared all my secrets with you
Even when it hurt telling the truth
I paralyzed my growth for you
I gave you control
Felt so helpless without you
Couldn't be a friend
To anyone happy
'Cause with you I see
Misery loves company
No, no, no, if this is love
'Cause if it's love
I don't want it anymore
I'm through with it
Why do I feel so empty
I'm crying out for some stability
Destroy my many insecurities
I'm breaking down, somebody pray for me
Need a love like no other, not an ordinary love
Restore my joy, wisdom and courage
Lord, I need Your love
I found a new love
I found a new, found a new love