It just hit me...

Aug 18, 2005 13:51

I was putting the dishes away at home when all of the sudden tears were falling really quick from my eyes down my face. Then i started thinking....why does this always happen? oh wait maybe its because LIFE FREAKING SUCKS ASS.

Theres nothing to live for.

I hate going on this journey of death for no reason. I hate being bitched at, i hate being bossed around, i hate being controlled, i hate not being controlled. I just hate everything right now...whats my problem?

I started going to a counceler a while back because i was so sad. I became sucha better person and had a "i love life" attitude. Now thats gone. I wish i could just be happy all the time and love everything again.

help. Is there anyone out there?
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