May 15, 2004 14:37
Im about to go crazy!! I have so much on my mind and dont have a big enough brain to sort it! So, I have to go to court next week for that stupid speeding ticket and I start back to school on the 2nd. I have a dentist appt. on the 11th about my wisdom teeth. I have been extremely sick and cant do anything about it. For those few who know anything about it, its not very good. I have been so tired lately which is crazy bc I seriously cant do anything. Im sorry if anyone is reading this and think Im throwing myself a pity party and yes it may seem like it, but I deserve everything that Im going though and am not asking for anyones sympathy. Wow it does feel good write stuff down or type it whatever, I cant really keep a journal at home. Someone would so find it and well that would just suck. Living with my gf really sucks at times. She is a great person and really takes care of me but omg...at times I just want to go insane. Im not really the "touchy feely type" and dont want to rubbed down every 2 seconds. I mean yes we have sex, im not complaining about that but she has to have her hands on me all the time. Maybe thats how relationships are suppose to be and maybe she just "loves" me but it bothers me. And also now I know how annoying I was about talking about how much money I have and all the things I have and blah, blah, blah, sorry about that by the way, but I have a feeling she is five times worse then me. Ok sorry neways...I like being with her and for now we have to live together so Im dealing with things. And we all do things that get on each others nerves I just had to get that out! Im gonna get! Hope all is well!