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[brandeerae]

okay so ive decided not to tell nyone about this--- once again thinkin ima keep it private- unless u already have me on ur list- then thats okietay- nywho--- so tonight sucks ass- i feel like shit AND IM HOME ON A FRIDAY FUCKIN NIGHT! and im missing The Pimps and fuckin DUHKHA at the reverb-- shit! SHITTTT! ima miss seein Ian n Pooter n Craig n Duff--- :( darn it---- ive never seen the fuckin pimps before- so tonight was gonna be a cherry poppin experience- teehee- but nope- not going--- im PISSED! i was sposed to get a fuckin check from andrea-- still havent gotten it-- and she was supposed to call be back b4 work today- b4 4-- n DIDNT- dumbass- fuck that-- im pissed- she will hear me rage- fo sheezie--- so i guess Jess is dying her hair? im excited to see it--- hopefully wasnt too rude to her on the phone tonight- was just sleepy n pissed off- not a good combo- so jess- if u read this-- SORRY HUNNIE! im sitting in my room listening to some Tupac- i busted out all 8 CDs I have of him--- would have 10 but ohhhh no some fuckin bosnian assholes stole 2 of them- along with like 6 other CDS-bitches--- when i get pissed- this is what automatically goes into my stereo to chill me the fuck out--- then tomorrow ill be back in my Killswitch Engage n APC mood im sure- I love Tupac though- hes a genious--- poet--- actor--- musician--- magician--- and so on n so forth-- sigh-- i wish hed come back already! okay so another reason im pissed- as i state out the obvious--- today was going to be a huge night at the reverb- ergo a certain person would be working that i havent seen in 2 weeks- so ya- missed out on that too--- grrrRUFF----- Today me n Jenn went to carver- after driving around for forever n a day cuz i missed my turn n ended up in god knows where-- well- somewhere in iowa city- jus not sure where exactly--- so finally got to carver- sweet talked our way into parking for free :) - n got season tickets for wrestling, a free t shirt, n free posters- WE ROCK- obviously she didnt get the tickets for her-- haha she got them for my sister for me--- wat a nice girl--- okay so im sick of being single finally--- as much as that may come as a surprise to some because i always say i love it- but seriously---- i dont want to hang out with different guys all the time- i want ONE of my own- haha-- damn- single life is kicking my ass right now :( so now im not only pissed- but sad too :( - grrrr- im going to go lay down- i feel like shit- n maybe sleep will take my mind offa dumbass mothafuckin stupidity found in most people- ARGH!
peace n love
brandee

*the girl with the broken smile* ...still