ok, so....
i wrote my last entry in a fit of rage....
I don't hate men,
I don't hate my ex...
in fact, im still very much in love with him (yes, i know, gross)
but i've realized what little chance it has to work out....and im trying to accept it.
Eventually, we'll be on opposite sides of the country, have different lifestyles....
....not to mention my father would disown me....surely....
If something were to happen, and we stayed in the same place....I would marry him in a heart beat.
I mean, how often do you meet a good looking, intelligent, articulate man that has their shit together?
no often....ill tell you that.
I do realize that if i needed somehting, He would do anything i asked....and thats what counts....
anyways...
so class started today.
as of rite now, im taking
Military Science II
Abnormal Psychology
Research and Design I
Chemistry 100
French 111
Criminal Justice 205
yea, so it should be interesting....
Going to start preparing for Portland....
woot, there it is!
I don't hate men,
I don't hate my ex...
in fact, im still very much in love with him (yes, i know, gross)
but i've realized what little chance it has to work out....and im trying to accept it.
Eventually, we'll be on opposite sides of the country, have different lifestyles....
....not to mention my father would disown me....surely....
If something were to happen, and we stayed in the same place....I would marry him in a heart beat.
I mean, how often do you meet a good looking, intelligent, articulate man that has their shit together?
no often....ill tell you that.
I do realize that if i needed somehting, He would do anything i asked....and thats what counts....
anyways...
so class started today.
as of rite now, im taking
Military Science II
Abnormal Psychology
Research and Design I
Chemistry 100
French 111
Criminal Justice 205
yea, so it should be interesting....
Going to start preparing for Portland....
woot, there it is!