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I'm just..done. At this point, I am done regreting the mistakes I made in the past, I am done missing people who decided I wasn't good enough to be their friend, and I am done wasting energy on the past.
I guess right now, I just worry more about these toxic people damaging the friendships I have now, even though I know two of them would just say, "Fuck that. Not happening." It is something I worry about. Or that I will make the same mistakes I made with Jen and Alicia and it will cost me again. I just never did figure out what I did wrong with those friendships.