Yeah, Life's Back to Normal
Someone came up to me at the cafe last night and said, "So, you and James are dating?" along with a thumbs up, and I got to correct them. This was a great source of amusement for me. It seems whenever I don't want a relationship is when I have the most offers. Last night at the bachlorette party someone felt the need to inform me that some guy, "still has a thing" for me, Cecil hitting on me amuses me in a way only he and I would understand, another friend telling me their friend has been interested in me for months (which is odd considering I think I just met this person three weeks ago). Another good friend confessing feelings for me, another friend I've been spending more time with lately has expressed interest, etc. This is just the people who want an exclusive relationship- I wont go into the offers, recent or standing, for meaningless sex.
Zig and I are speaking again. We are in an agreement on how fucked up the way he treated me was, but there are no grudges. We joking poke at the wounds. He gives me a hard time about going to the photography tour at False Cape with Morgan instead of him and I give him a hard time about going to the Big Bad Vodoo Daddy's concert without me. I'm a bit concerned if the topic of Cathan's wedding comes up. I originally RSVP'd for two, when Zig and I were still together. When we broke up, naturally I asked Mike to go with me. I'm certain Mike isn't still willing to go with me. I almost feel obligated to make the offer to Zig to come with me, just as a friend (who ever ends up comming with me would just be a friend) since the RSVP was originally intended for him. I'd kind of like to take someone with me who is outside that little group. I often feel like an outsider among them, even though they are my friends- I'm the only single one who didn't go to high school with them or work with them- I'm just that strange chick who met Cathan at an SCA event forever ago and than just never went away.
eh, back on subject.. It's monday and the wedding is friday. If I want someone to go with me I need to ask them soon. I have a couple people in mind, but its a bit akward. One I don't know super well (kind of the motivation for wanting to invite them), and on top of that he's kind of incommunicato right now. The other is on that list of people who want a relationship from me so I wouldn't want to give him the wrong impression, and I'm paranoid like that.
Le sigh- most likely I'll end up going alone. No big deal.
Zig and I are speaking again. We are in an agreement on how fucked up the way he treated me was, but there are no grudges. We joking poke at the wounds. He gives me a hard time about going to the photography tour at False Cape with Morgan instead of him and I give him a hard time about going to the Big Bad Vodoo Daddy's concert without me. I'm a bit concerned if the topic of Cathan's wedding comes up. I originally RSVP'd for two, when Zig and I were still together. When we broke up, naturally I asked Mike to go with me. I'm certain Mike isn't still willing to go with me. I almost feel obligated to make the offer to Zig to come with me, just as a friend (who ever ends up comming with me would just be a friend) since the RSVP was originally intended for him. I'd kind of like to take someone with me who is outside that little group. I often feel like an outsider among them, even though they are my friends- I'm the only single one who didn't go to high school with them or work with them- I'm just that strange chick who met Cathan at an SCA event forever ago and than just never went away.
eh, back on subject.. It's monday and the wedding is friday. If I want someone to go with me I need to ask them soon. I have a couple people in mind, but its a bit akward. One I don't know super well (kind of the motivation for wanting to invite them), and on top of that he's kind of incommunicato right now. The other is on that list of people who want a relationship from me so I wouldn't want to give him the wrong impression, and I'm paranoid like that.
Le sigh- most likely I'll end up going alone. No big deal.