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okay, yesterday was so emotionally charged. i drove home from sb, and i convinced michael to hang out with me instaed of going to work. so he went tanning or whatever, and then he wanted to go get his check from hollister. no biggie right? wrong. i was wearing this skimpy tanktop without a bra on, and i didn't want to go in to the mall with out a sweatshirt. so i borrowed a sweatshirt, and i ended up looking like crap. i HATED the way i looked. i had no makeup on, and i was so digusted. as we were leaving the mall, i started to cry cause i was so mad at myself for leaving and going out like this. and i felt bad, because mike didn't know what to do, and i don't think he understood why i was crying. but its okay, cause everyone needs a good cry. i'm feeling nauseous right now. bleh..
last night at church was so much fun. it was the pumpkin toss, where you throw a pumpkin from the second story, on to a trapoline and try to make it to a trash can. it was so funny, except that holvin freakin' almost hit me in the face with his huge carving of his and brian's faces. it was really funny. we all then played this massive dodgeball game in the gym. i got decked in the face by john(too bad i might like him:/) but it was worth it.
tonight, jessica, seth, mike and i are going on another midgettown escapade. should be fun, and after that mike and i are going to find roadsigns for our respective rooms. yes.