Oct 31, 2004 10:37
the change of seasons has always hit me the wrong way. o well ill get over it.
my nana is sick and im scared. i love her so much and she is my only grandmother left and i hope shell be okay. last night she couldnt move and my grandparents just waited out the night and now my dad and my aunt are taking her to the hospital. luckily this morning she was able to get up to use the bathroom. my uncle said she was acting odd yesterday too. i hope shes okay she is such a good lady. death has never affected me powerfully because i tend to block it out. if this is her time, i dont know what ill do, i dont think ill be able to handle it.