soooo... yeah
anyways; this weekend had its ups and downs. I had a tournament again,im sick of going to softball every fucking weekend,its getting really fucking old; and its like fucking 40 degrees outside,cold as shit dude. so yeah last night,it was divinny,deitrek,ryan norris & bryon kelly. We were going to go to the haunted house down the spectrum drunk,. We got the 40's & shit, and then we drank and smoked and then dont you know that the spectrum was sold out for the night.Doesnt that suck.. alot!!! but its all good tho, because we were all feelin pretty good drunk:-)
so i came home around 11:30ish and went right to bed. Goodness!!! I slept so good last night.I dont remember if I had a dream or not,but its good I didnt remember because my dreams lately have been friggin tramatizing (lol spelling)but seriously. so today I had games. I saw my babygirl Kelly, she plays for 16&U's. and I saw my homegirl Dee and court. It was so cold out today im still freezing.
I was supposed to go to the movies with phil to see friday night lights;but now hes going to a hayride with amanda.. So if anyone wants to go to the movies.lol
but i dont know, i feel a long entry coming on maybe tomorrow;im just gonna let everything out because I feel like im gonna burst right now; I just fucking hate people and the way they think. I hate people and the way that they hurt me,I hate people and the way that critisize you for ONE FUCKING THING. god damn.
I cant concentrate anymore; even when I play softball which scares me. I cant pitch a fucking game without thinking. Thinking about how badly and shitty right now things are. But watch, when im gone & all has been cooled down, your gonna regret all the times you dicked me over & people are going to regret everything that they have done to me... because im saying a big fuck you to everything; even my life, even to softball, and the fucking world. You wanna fuck wit me, you'll get your face smashed in the fuckin groud. end of story
so i came home around 11:30ish and went right to bed. Goodness!!! I slept so good last night.I dont remember if I had a dream or not,but its good I didnt remember because my dreams lately have been friggin tramatizing (lol spelling)but seriously. so today I had games. I saw my babygirl Kelly, she plays for 16&U's. and I saw my homegirl Dee and court. It was so cold out today im still freezing.
I was supposed to go to the movies with phil to see friday night lights;but now hes going to a hayride with amanda.. So if anyone wants to go to the movies.lol
but i dont know, i feel a long entry coming on maybe tomorrow;im just gonna let everything out because I feel like im gonna burst right now; I just fucking hate people and the way they think. I hate people and the way that they hurt me,I hate people and the way that critisize you for ONE FUCKING THING. god damn.
I cant concentrate anymore; even when I play softball which scares me. I cant pitch a fucking game without thinking. Thinking about how badly and shitty right now things are. But watch, when im gone & all has been cooled down, your gonna regret all the times you dicked me over & people are going to regret everything that they have done to me... because im saying a big fuck you to everything; even my life, even to softball, and the fucking world. You wanna fuck wit me, you'll get your face smashed in the fuckin groud. end of story