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I really do love sunrise.
watch my torso while I sing. Fascinating, I know.
I stayed up all night with Space-Girl, half of it spent with her argumentative (just for the sake of it, to a more ridiculous extent than I take it) boyfriend. They left to "sleep" around 8, 9 AM... only a few hours after Chris walked angrily out of my (our, until then) apartment, saying he'd be back on Monday to get the two remaining objects in this place that are his, not that I have any idea what he's referring to. He gave me back a bunch of books, saying "Save them for yr next boyfriend" which doesn't even fit with what he's supposedly angry about; I'm "ignoring him" to pursue a friendship and maybe? more with Space-Girl, and he doesn't like to see me flirt. It's true, I treat him with a lot of anger compared to people I purely like or simply don't know. He's done a lot of fucked up, unresolved shit, so I find it warranted.
With that, I'm off to get coffee, eat a bagel, smoke some pot and do cocaine; to replace the company I wish I had (Chris, Space-Girl, Amber [who was briefly my roommate,] anyone would do. I'm a lonely, miserable fuck.
watch my torso while I sing. Fascinating, I know.
I stayed up all night with Space-Girl, half of it spent with her argumentative (just for the sake of it, to a more ridiculous extent than I take it) boyfriend. They left to "sleep" around 8, 9 AM... only a few hours after Chris walked angrily out of my (our, until then) apartment, saying he'd be back on Monday to get the two remaining objects in this place that are his, not that I have any idea what he's referring to. He gave me back a bunch of books, saying "Save them for yr next boyfriend" which doesn't even fit with what he's supposedly angry about; I'm "ignoring him" to pursue a friendship and maybe? more with Space-Girl, and he doesn't like to see me flirt. It's true, I treat him with a lot of anger compared to people I purely like or simply don't know. He's done a lot of fucked up, unresolved shit, so I find it warranted.
With that, I'm off to get coffee, eat a bagel, smoke some pot and do cocaine; to replace the company I wish I had (Chris, Space-Girl, Amber [who was briefly my roommate,] anyone would do. I'm a lonely, miserable fuck.