where to go.....
im so confused, with everything, mostly life itself. what am i? who am i? i dont kno anymore, or maybe ive really never known, every1 that has known me for most of my life will tell u, ive at one point fit every category, freak, punk, wigga, wasian, prep, jock, nerd, and even the helpless romantic, i dunno who i am anymore, im growin my hair out and gettin a tatoo, i want a motorcycle to hopefulyl crash in, am i even happy? with myself, my accomplishments, my family, or my friends i just really dont kno
college is a big thing, once again ive wanted to be so many things, a superhero, a fireman, an astronaught, a scientist, a doctor, a bus driver, mathematician, actuary, writer, artist. i dont kno where to go on, im not happy right now, i really am not, i think i put on a good sho as the funny kid who is laughed with or laughed at, the video gamer who puts every1 skills to the test, the genius who can remember everythign and anything
which brings about another subject, i dont remember as much as i used to, i could just think of a date and remmeber everythign botu that day, i cant anymore, i barely remmeber phone numbers, PHONE NUMBERS, i used to be an address book, im out of shape, under confident with everything, the only thing i definately kno is that i am straight,
im in love with a girl, shes so pretty and sweet
everytime i dream, shes the one i get to meet
i wake up and look around
shes nowhere to be found
i sit back and cry
asking myself why, why
how did i lose the girl of my dreams
u may not know what love means
but i do
its sacrificing, devoting, and giving ur soul to that one person who means the world
im tired ill finish this later nigth
college is a big thing, once again ive wanted to be so many things, a superhero, a fireman, an astronaught, a scientist, a doctor, a bus driver, mathematician, actuary, writer, artist. i dont kno where to go on, im not happy right now, i really am not, i think i put on a good sho as the funny kid who is laughed with or laughed at, the video gamer who puts every1 skills to the test, the genius who can remember everythign and anything
which brings about another subject, i dont remember as much as i used to, i could just think of a date and remmeber everythign botu that day, i cant anymore, i barely remmeber phone numbers, PHONE NUMBERS, i used to be an address book, im out of shape, under confident with everything, the only thing i definately kno is that i am straight,
im in love with a girl, shes so pretty and sweet
everytime i dream, shes the one i get to meet
i wake up and look around
shes nowhere to be found
i sit back and cry
asking myself why, why
how did i lose the girl of my dreams
u may not know what love means
but i do
its sacrificing, devoting, and giving ur soul to that one person who means the world
im tired ill finish this later nigth