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A couple of hours ago some chap a few blocks from here jumped from an overpass down onto I-5. What does this say to me?
I hate new years. A half hour ago, I walked to the Swank party with the intent of partying and celebrating New Years. I wasn't invited. After approaching the door, I walked away. I realized that I'd never truly have fun with people who didn't actually want me there in the first place. So here I am with nothing to celebrate, and no one to celebrate it with.
I cannot go up to bellingham, for I have friends that have hurt me beyond forgiveness, and more friends I do not trust. Therefore I shall not show face there.
So here I am, less than half an hour away from New Years. With nothing, once again, to look forward to. This holiday is designed to cull out those who don't follow the path. I'll have another shot in hopes of better times, a stronger year, then head to bed.
I hate new years. A half hour ago, I walked to the Swank party with the intent of partying and celebrating New Years. I wasn't invited. After approaching the door, I walked away. I realized that I'd never truly have fun with people who didn't actually want me there in the first place. So here I am with nothing to celebrate, and no one to celebrate it with.
I cannot go up to bellingham, for I have friends that have hurt me beyond forgiveness, and more friends I do not trust. Therefore I shall not show face there.
So here I am, less than half an hour away from New Years. With nothing, once again, to look forward to. This holiday is designed to cull out those who don't follow the path. I'll have another shot in hopes of better times, a stronger year, then head to bed.