I have to learn that no matter how silly they are, feelings stay with me like oil on my skin. I can't wash it off straight away. It'll go with time.
I don't think I mind that, that much.
Otherwise, here are a few things I am grateful for:
- new friends
- typing out letters on my new (old) typewriter
- listening to new (old) records
- dancing/music
- old friends
& here are a few things I want to do, to keep my brain from daydreaming:
- redesign my room (I've decided again not to move out, haaaa)
- cut my hair (maybe like
Carey Mulligan?)
- go on an adventure (to the woods at midnight, or to anywhere out of the city)
- make people feel amazing, somehow.
- learn how to play this one song on the ukulele, and store this talent away so that one day I can serenade someone who makes me feel amazing... somehow.
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