Sep 30, 2005 19:52
I am turning away from the idea of using LJ. It seems that I've misunderstood the whole concept; I've been directing my thoughts and opinions at people, rather than it being a personal log of the things that are going on in my life.
Having said that, I do enjoy writing stories, whether meaningful or pointless, so fuck it! But for now, ladies and gentlemen, some emotion...
I love university. The people you want to avoid are avoidable, and the people you want to bother with are accessible. There's no kind of pathetic scenarios involving couples (yet), probably because there is an absence of women. Every night I get intoxicated. My course is pretty easy. It's not Cwmbran!!!!!
What I will say is that I miss the friends and family I left behind me, the friendly, wonderful faces that used to brighten up my days and make surroundings seem insignificant. I wonder if it's the amount of time I spent with these people, growing up and learning new things, or whether these really are the best people I could possibly meet. I'd like to think the latter... I've met some cool people but none even comparable.
I don't feel bitter or angry at the moment about something or other, except for my cleaner who is a complete psychopath, a nonsensical babbler and thinks herself of more of a mother figure than a woman who is paid to clean the house that we are paying for, which is a very little worry in the grand scheme of things. It's lovely to get away. I don't have to work, I don't have many worries, I don't have many responsibilities and, most importantly, I feel happier.
Off to the union.