SO confusing, yet why i like to bury myself away....
Things have been confusing over the last 24 hours for me. And i'm certain that everyone that reads this has gone through much worse then i have, i just sometimes get more anxious then others because i have a tendency to think so much about situations and possibility's.
But i thought that i needed to pick my dad up from the airport in Albuquerque, so i have to go in and ask for the day off or to move my schedule around to fit it in. Well, the schedule has been printed out and i needed to put in the request by last Thursday to be able to get it done. Well this one manager at my store is real hard ass about everything and she made me feel real bad about it saying that my "employment with this company is based on you being here".
Theres a problem with that, i went in hoping that i would switch days with someone and somehow it looks like not even a week back, i'm asking for a day off of work. I feel bad because i care for my dad so much and that i want the money so i can pay for part of school. So then i over think the situation and try and want to make things up to her by showing that i am dedicated to my job but i am thinking it will be all for nothing.
Another little piece about me is that i have a tendency to make my problems seem alot worse then they are in real life. Why? I dont know, it just happens. So please take what i have to say with a grain of salt. But i have gotten better about the making-things-worse-then-they-are stuff.
Well the family gets together and we find out i didnt need to have friday off anyway, so now i made a big internal fuss about everything for nothing, and i was pretty pissed about everything for a bit. Now if i just sleep it off and focus on doing my work with a positive attitude tomorrow, i'm certain that everything will be ok.
But all of you have been through alot worse then that, so it prob means nothing to hear me bitch about my bad time at work.
But enough of my bitching, i can wait for school in the fall so i can see all my friends again, and get out of the hell-hole that is called Gallup Safeway.
But i thought that i needed to pick my dad up from the airport in Albuquerque, so i have to go in and ask for the day off or to move my schedule around to fit it in. Well, the schedule has been printed out and i needed to put in the request by last Thursday to be able to get it done. Well this one manager at my store is real hard ass about everything and she made me feel real bad about it saying that my "employment with this company is based on you being here".
Theres a problem with that, i went in hoping that i would switch days with someone and somehow it looks like not even a week back, i'm asking for a day off of work. I feel bad because i care for my dad so much and that i want the money so i can pay for part of school. So then i over think the situation and try and want to make things up to her by showing that i am dedicated to my job but i am thinking it will be all for nothing.
Another little piece about me is that i have a tendency to make my problems seem alot worse then they are in real life. Why? I dont know, it just happens. So please take what i have to say with a grain of salt. But i have gotten better about the making-things-worse-then-they-are stuff.
Well the family gets together and we find out i didnt need to have friday off anyway, so now i made a big internal fuss about everything for nothing, and i was pretty pissed about everything for a bit. Now if i just sleep it off and focus on doing my work with a positive attitude tomorrow, i'm certain that everything will be ok.
But all of you have been through alot worse then that, so it prob means nothing to hear me bitch about my bad time at work.
But enough of my bitching, i can wait for school in the fall so i can see all my friends again, and get out of the hell-hole that is called Gallup Safeway.