Hurt
I cried just a little this evening. For the first time in a very long time i cried. My best friend on campus here told me something at dinner tonight that surprised me. I told them that the 2nd time they did that i would lose respect for them, but i was only disappointed in them for doing it in the first place. But now they said that they wont look at me the same way anymore because of it. They think i have already lost respect for them, and with the time it took for them to "take a walk" it makes me think that they dont want to be my close friend anymore, that they dont want to hang with me anymore. I dont want to have someone get ma at me, or be dissappointed in me because of something i said, expecially when its not intended to turn the situation this way. All i can say is that i am very hurt about the situation (the first time i've been hurt in college), but i want things to be able to get back to the way they were before this, even though that may not be possible.