I think i'm finally good to write another one of these things
What is the meaning of Life?
What does it mean to be creative and not just be a mimic?
How does one extrapolate what is going on in their imagination?
These are just a few things that i think about on a daily basis.....Sometimes for a moment and sometimes for 20 mins or more. Hell they even sound better when bounced off another person because then it is not just you giving ideas or thinking about them. It becomes a discussion that will hopefully lead to a new understanding of how things work. Like with me, every time i hear something new, something that is true and i had not known before, i readily integrate into into my thought process and memory as if it had always been there, and to think otherwise would be foreign. This is what i have is what i have made of myself. Lots of thinking, but only a small amount of doing. But maybe, just maybe if i do enough thinking and pondering and with maybe just a little bit of experience, i can make-up for years of not DOING things or interacting with the general population (ie, girls). But who knows.
But to be able transfer this info from my brain to this computer to put on the internet is tough enough for me, specifically in the sense of keeping my mind on topic right after contemplating it.
Therefore i like to explain things in words, even if i have to repeat myself, because i would rather get my point across with 1.5X the amount of words necessary rather then flail and get maybe 1/2 of what i want across. Yes, i know that bugs people, but that's kinda how it operates with me and until i find a better way of communicating with the outside world, it will have to suffice.
Things have been going pretty well with my Japanese roommate so far. But i think things will pick up once the Language exchanges start up in about 2 weeks or so. That way when him and his friends (who are all in the next building over, so he is kinda alone) are over in the room with me, they can ask me all sorts of things and have me help them with their English. ^_^
At least, that's the plan...and i know how plans at NMSU have a tendency to unravel...but i think i'm in good enough contact with my Japanese teacher that i can get at least 1/2 of what i want to do this year done, stuff that i couldnt do if i had traveled overseas.
Well, another session of D&D will begin sometime this week. I'm excited about that. I've been working on my RP stuff over the summer. Nothing significant, but just enough then and in the last 2 weeks at school. Now i think i can work outside the box a little bit more. I just needed to clear some things with my DM before i did them to make sure i was at least on the right track with my stats and whatnot. So i'm stoked about that starting up, and as long as i can get my HW done at the same time, then everything will be going well for me.
Anyway, i think that is enough of me typing for now. I think i'll do a video on youtube sometime this week. And if i'm lucky i might take my video camera around on Friday and video tape some stuff around campus and post that, but who knows. ^_^
What does it mean to be creative and not just be a mimic?
How does one extrapolate what is going on in their imagination?
These are just a few things that i think about on a daily basis.....Sometimes for a moment and sometimes for 20 mins or more. Hell they even sound better when bounced off another person because then it is not just you giving ideas or thinking about them. It becomes a discussion that will hopefully lead to a new understanding of how things work. Like with me, every time i hear something new, something that is true and i had not known before, i readily integrate into into my thought process and memory as if it had always been there, and to think otherwise would be foreign. This is what i have is what i have made of myself. Lots of thinking, but only a small amount of doing. But maybe, just maybe if i do enough thinking and pondering and with maybe just a little bit of experience, i can make-up for years of not DOING things or interacting with the general population (ie, girls). But who knows.
But to be able transfer this info from my brain to this computer to put on the internet is tough enough for me, specifically in the sense of keeping my mind on topic right after contemplating it.
Therefore i like to explain things in words, even if i have to repeat myself, because i would rather get my point across with 1.5X the amount of words necessary rather then flail and get maybe 1/2 of what i want across. Yes, i know that bugs people, but that's kinda how it operates with me and until i find a better way of communicating with the outside world, it will have to suffice.
Things have been going pretty well with my Japanese roommate so far. But i think things will pick up once the Language exchanges start up in about 2 weeks or so. That way when him and his friends (who are all in the next building over, so he is kinda alone) are over in the room with me, they can ask me all sorts of things and have me help them with their English. ^_^
At least, that's the plan...and i know how plans at NMSU have a tendency to unravel...but i think i'm in good enough contact with my Japanese teacher that i can get at least 1/2 of what i want to do this year done, stuff that i couldnt do if i had traveled overseas.
Well, another session of D&D will begin sometime this week. I'm excited about that. I've been working on my RP stuff over the summer. Nothing significant, but just enough then and in the last 2 weeks at school. Now i think i can work outside the box a little bit more. I just needed to clear some things with my DM before i did them to make sure i was at least on the right track with my stats and whatnot. So i'm stoked about that starting up, and as long as i can get my HW done at the same time, then everything will be going well for me.
Anyway, i think that is enough of me typing for now. I think i'll do a video on youtube sometime this week. And if i'm lucky i might take my video camera around on Friday and video tape some stuff around campus and post that, but who knows. ^_^