Finally getting around to get to this again

[brakblake]

Well, i am about 1/3 to 1/2 of the way done with one of my 3
essays that are due near the end of the school year here. I
just cant wait to get them out of the way, because then i
can focus on having fun for like a week before reality sets
in that i am going to have to work over Christmas break.

Things change so much in life, i'm starting to live month
by month because looking any longer kills you after awhile
because you dont do what you want to do. But its not worth
looking at it shorter then that because....because i dont
know. Sometimes i wish i didnt have as much responsibilty,
and sometimes i wish i had more.

Thats why i think a month time frame, or even less is the
way to go. Not too short, but not too long of a view of
things. Like with Nathan, its going to be me in the room
for 2 more weeks, then he'll be back in January. That i
cant wait for, yet i dread it because i finally have self
control over when i do my homework, but if more people are
in the room then i can handle, then i will have to head
off and decide to work elsewhere on campus.