unknown
So... it looks like i might not get into the class I have to take this summer. It's been full since Friday. I've been refreshing it every 30 seconds for the last 50 minutes---one seat opened up once but was gone before I got a chance to grab it.
What happens if I don't get into this class? Simple. I don't start the nursing program in the fall. And my entire world gets turned upside down.
Two of my good friends are also trying to get into the class and not having any luck.
So you would think I'd be pretty freaked out, right?
Surprizingly, No. I knew the class was full on Friday, but I couldn't register until this morning. I was praying about it last night, and God very simply said to me, "Tanya, do you think I'm going to let a little thing like this get in the way of my plan for your life? I am so much bigger than that."
Best case scenario: a seat opens up in the class and I just happen to be online at the time and grab it. It doesn't start until June---lots can happen between then and now, and lots of people could potentially change their minds and drop the class.
Worst case scenario: I don't get in. I take the class in the Fall or the Spring, take a year off of Bethel and start the Nursing program the following year. Not really a big deal.
Or maybe, and the thought has definately crossed my mind, maybe Nursing isn't God's plan for me. That doesn't mean that I've been wasting my time these last two years, just that God's will was never for me to be a nurse, just to be a nursing major for two years.
Anyway, if you're the praying type, keep me in mind these next few days as I try to figure all of this out. I'm sure that there'll be more news in the near future.
UNKNOWN by LIFEHOUSE:
**this data screaming in my face
from this familiar place
sheltered and concealed
and if this night won't let me rest
don't let me second guess
what i know to be real
put away all i know for tonight
maybe i just might
learn to let it go
take my security from me
maybe finally
i won't have to know everything
i am falling into grace
to the unknown to where you are
and faith makes everybody scared
it's the unknown, the don't know
that keeps me hanging on and on to YOU
got nothing left to defend
though i can not pretend
that everything makes sense
but does it really matter now
if i do not know how
to figure this thing out
i am falling into grace
to the unknown to where you are
and faith makes everybody scared
it's the unknown, the don't know
that keeps me hanging on and on to you
i'm against myself again
trying to fit these pieces in
walking on a cloud of dust
to get to YOU
i am falling into grace
to the unknown to where you are
and faith makes everybody scared
it's the unknown, the don't know
that keeps me hanging on
and i am falling into grace
to the unknown to where you are
and faith makes everybody scared
it's the unknown, the don't know
that keeps me hanging on and on to you**
What happens if I don't get into this class? Simple. I don't start the nursing program in the fall. And my entire world gets turned upside down.
Two of my good friends are also trying to get into the class and not having any luck.
So you would think I'd be pretty freaked out, right?
Surprizingly, No. I knew the class was full on Friday, but I couldn't register until this morning. I was praying about it last night, and God very simply said to me, "Tanya, do you think I'm going to let a little thing like this get in the way of my plan for your life? I am so much bigger than that."
Best case scenario: a seat opens up in the class and I just happen to be online at the time and grab it. It doesn't start until June---lots can happen between then and now, and lots of people could potentially change their minds and drop the class.
Worst case scenario: I don't get in. I take the class in the Fall or the Spring, take a year off of Bethel and start the Nursing program the following year. Not really a big deal.
Or maybe, and the thought has definately crossed my mind, maybe Nursing isn't God's plan for me. That doesn't mean that I've been wasting my time these last two years, just that God's will was never for me to be a nurse, just to be a nursing major for two years.
Anyway, if you're the praying type, keep me in mind these next few days as I try to figure all of this out. I'm sure that there'll be more news in the near future.
UNKNOWN by LIFEHOUSE:
**this data screaming in my face
from this familiar place
sheltered and concealed
and if this night won't let me rest
don't let me second guess
what i know to be real
put away all i know for tonight
maybe i just might
learn to let it go
take my security from me
maybe finally
i won't have to know everything
i am falling into grace
to the unknown to where you are
and faith makes everybody scared
it's the unknown, the don't know
that keeps me hanging on and on to YOU
got nothing left to defend
though i can not pretend
that everything makes sense
but does it really matter now
if i do not know how
to figure this thing out
i am falling into grace
to the unknown to where you are
and faith makes everybody scared
it's the unknown, the don't know
that keeps me hanging on and on to you
i'm against myself again
trying to fit these pieces in
walking on a cloud of dust
to get to YOU
i am falling into grace
to the unknown to where you are
and faith makes everybody scared
it's the unknown, the don't know
that keeps me hanging on
and i am falling into grace
to the unknown to where you are
and faith makes everybody scared
it's the unknown, the don't know
that keeps me hanging on and on to you**