I wish with no answer...
This will most likely be a depressing entry...so DONT READ IT IF YOU DONT WANT TO KNOW WHAT IM GOING TO SAY!!!
Im tired...im very tired...
i went out tonight...to see an old friend..and found that people in my age braket...are...immature...they get so wrapped in the the little bullshit things that happen in highschool....5 years from now...you wont talk to the people you knew in highschoo most likely....
Im tired of feeling nothing...im tired of being alone....im tired of living....
life is not what i would've wished for...maybe i just need a vacation...maybe i just need sleep...or maybe i need death...but knowing god...that wont happen for a loooooooooooong time...he doesnt like me that much....
i dont know what to do anymore...i dont know whats going on in my life...i feel like there is nothing i can do to make sense of it all....i dont know who i am anymore...or maybe im just finding myself...i dont want to feel alone...i dont want to feel so isolated from everyone...
im going to bed....goodnight...
Im tired...im very tired...
i went out tonight...to see an old friend..and found that people in my age braket...are...immature...they get so wrapped in the the little bullshit things that happen in highschool....5 years from now...you wont talk to the people you knew in highschoo most likely....
Im tired of feeling nothing...im tired of being alone....im tired of living....
life is not what i would've wished for...maybe i just need a vacation...maybe i just need sleep...or maybe i need death...but knowing god...that wont happen for a loooooooooooong time...he doesnt like me that much....
i dont know what to do anymore...i dont know whats going on in my life...i feel like there is nothing i can do to make sense of it all....i dont know who i am anymore...or maybe im just finding myself...i dont want to feel alone...i dont want to feel so isolated from everyone...
im going to bed....goodnight...