I'll be there for you...
Yes, it's been a while... A lot has happened in the past week or so... The last of the mass exodus has left. It's hard for me to make any female friends, and for three of them to have left in the past couple of months has been rough. I really need to find something to occupy my time. I've already been depressed, but after this past weekend, I'm in damn rough shape. :( I've been crying non-stop, and I don't really feel like anything could make me feel better. As much as I'm bitching, though, at least I know some people here... J's out somewhere in the middle of nowhere, and knows only her husband of two days. What a way to start off their life together. As for myself, I know that I'd want to kill someone if I saw them 24/7. Anyway...
Another thing on my mind is that I just started my new job, and I hate it. I'm not doing anything to challenge myself. I'm deathly afraid of rejection, and that's prevented me from doing the most of my life. I'm afraid of ending up hating the rest of my life, but I'm not really doing anything about it but bitch and moan and cry. Fucking A, I'm so completely useless sometimes.
On a completely unrelated note, Saddam was sentenced to death by hanging. Hm. Is anyone surprised?
Another thing on my mind is that I just started my new job, and I hate it. I'm not doing anything to challenge myself. I'm deathly afraid of rejection, and that's prevented me from doing the most of my life. I'm afraid of ending up hating the rest of my life, but I'm not really doing anything about it but bitch and moan and cry. Fucking A, I'm so completely useless sometimes.
On a completely unrelated note, Saddam was sentenced to death by hanging. Hm. Is anyone surprised?