well...heres an update.

[brainohollowpnt]

I shattered my clavicle back in April

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I just remembered that I have a livejournal

[bigevildave]

I know that most people don't take me seriously...
I know that most people couldn't give a fuck what I've ever thought about anything...
but everything finally changed for me. I can't say that I'm happy, but I'm not strung out on shit anymore and finally figured out what sobriety is good for... life is sort of okay.

I just wanted to say thanks. Thank you for having long nights with me, for better or worse... I know I could have been a better friend sometimes and I know that I could have been just a better person in general. I know that. Thank you for all the talks we've had for, better or for worse... I know that I could have been a better influence sometimes. I know that I could have been less of a dumbass sometimes. I know that. You were always my favorite kid in the valley.
When everything got bad... I know it was my own damn fault that there was no one there. I made sure of it.
and one of the biggest turning points in my life was around the time I called you and you didn't pick up... I knew that I had finally fucked up my life..
I hope one day that you read this.. I really do

take care
cheers...