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I'm worried this has an expiration date. I'm worried it is cause we haven't taken that step further, but how can I do that when I feel an end lurking off in the horizon? I feel the anxiety building up inside.
I said i never wanted to feel like that again. I never wanted to feel disadvantaged in a relationship because I felt as though I loved more than I was loved.
That's how it was in my previous relationship, and the burden of knowing that weighed me down more every day.
I keep thinking what a shame, what a waste. To love someone so entirely, to dedicate so much of yourself to someone, to ultimately feel this way.
I understand that I am a sensitive person, given to being carried away at times due to simple misunderstandings, but I dread having this conversation.
The idea that it might confirm my feelings is devastating enough just considering it.
I was so blissfully happy. What happened?
I said i never wanted to feel like that again. I never wanted to feel disadvantaged in a relationship because I felt as though I loved more than I was loved.
That's how it was in my previous relationship, and the burden of knowing that weighed me down more every day.
I keep thinking what a shame, what a waste. To love someone so entirely, to dedicate so much of yourself to someone, to ultimately feel this way.
I understand that I am a sensitive person, given to being carried away at times due to simple misunderstandings, but I dread having this conversation.
The idea that it might confirm my feelings is devastating enough just considering it.
I was so blissfully happy. What happened?