he wasnt what i wanted

Mar 13, 2005 09:49

EEEEEEEK. Its been a while since i updated here. Xanga isnt working at the momento. Let's see. well, for updates on the relationship thing ((last time you guys read i was single)). I went out with bob for almost a month...we're talkin like...3 days short of one month...but then he decided he cant deal with my problems so he broke up with me on my birthday ((feb 28)) and I've been pretty hung up on him since then. Well I was until Friday. I finally came to my senses when I saw him with another girl that he wasn't worth waiting for and clearly he had moved on so what's the point in me waiting for him to finish "needing time"? He only wanted ass, and now he just wants me as a security blanket, if a girl isn't there that he has interest in, he knows he can fall back on me and i won't turn him down. That's gonna change buddy! I don't know I just think that being the fall-back chick isnt any fun. So im now crushing on this other kiddd and hes awesome.
Moving on. Lacrosse started March 4th. Not too good of a season start but last monday i was runnin the mile with my dad and it was like 9:30 at night so it was quite dark. There was a tree and my dad didnt see it until the last minute so he moved me out of the way so he didnt hit it and i fell off the side of the bike path and my ankle rolled. not too good of an injury. so now ive got crutches and i cant do lacrosse practice til im done with rehab and physical therapy. But Mrs Magladry is putting me in the scrimmage on Monday anyway :-D. so I am excited for that.
Yesterday I had a few kids over for my birthday. Sarah came over from 5-7 and we talked about kids and people and stuff and looked through pictures and she got me a COHEED AND CAMBRIA shirt and a book on wisdom, which im reading now and so far its pretty awesome. Ridd Jess Lauren Angelica Leigh Drew and Jeff came over at 7. Jeff decided he wanted a Bonzai kitten so we were sitting there eating pizza trying to talk him out of it but he thinks it would be cool so whatever floats his boat. I don't know hes a crazy kid. WE were in the basement for most of the time. Then we had an icing fight between me Drew Jeff and Ridd. Jeff was like "are you kidding me?" and Ridd was like "yea thats fake icing" and he said "oh ok." So it was fun. IT was too short, the time flew by. And for those that werent invited, we will do something another weekend. IF i had known 2 people werent gonna show up I woulda invited a few more.

Marching band started up too. It's awesome to be around everyone again. Band trip is coming up soon too! and Im going to the Maroon 5/the donnas concert with my dad and LIvy!! we got 2nd row seats its going to be awesome.

Christina
he wasn't what i wanted what i thought no
he wouldnt even open up the door he never
made me feel like i was special and he is
nt really what im l.o.o.k.i.n.g. for
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