Dec 09, 2009 03:35
does anyone look at live-journal any more?
i was looking at this live journal when i realized that i started it in highschool and that i appeared to have a strange perspective on things when my parents were paying for me. i'm pretty much independant now (aside from a car payment and student loan payments) and practically married. i don't think i could go through with a divorce. i haven't really played music in a long time. i have songs in my head all the time though.
i wish i could to talk to nick kane. there's nothing really inherently impressive about law school so there's no reason i should consider it to make me a big shot. every time i tell someone i'm in law school i think to myself "okay, now, these people are going to be very impressed so i have to kind of say it quickly to appear humble."
law school is okay. i think it's corrupting my imaginative brain. i still hate going to sleep early. i think 18/19 year-old-ben would think 24 year-old-ben was fat, pretty boring, and kind of lame.
maybe i need to start hanging out at the hipster bars closer to uncg and reduce my time spent at the hick and yuppie bars closer here to downtown.