well, that hurt
You know when you do something to someone ... and you knew it hurt.
I believe in Karma. Now.
Ouch.
Better in the long run? Quite possibly. But I wont admit that right now.
Mainly because I am stubborn. Or Niave. Fuck it, I'm both.
I've never been more at a loss for words that I can recall.
And she seemed so elegant with hers.
I faught with my insides not to twist and make me sick.
Not because she was handling this with finesse, but because I wasn't on the same page.
I had a lump in my throat so big I could have spit it out if it would have moved.
I had a mind so heavy I couldn't move. I don't even know what the thoughts were.
I hope it wasn't as easy as it seemed for her. I hope.
I hope the answer to that question is exactly what mine was.
I hope ... I hope for the best thing I can never have.
I have to pee so bad. And I just don't want to get up.
But I should also get a glass of water, seeings how I haven't drank enough water today.
Fuck. I'm .. I feel ...
Fuck.
I believe in Karma. Now.
Ouch.
Better in the long run? Quite possibly. But I wont admit that right now.
Mainly because I am stubborn. Or Niave. Fuck it, I'm both.
I've never been more at a loss for words that I can recall.
And she seemed so elegant with hers.
I faught with my insides not to twist and make me sick.
Not because she was handling this with finesse, but because I wasn't on the same page.
I had a lump in my throat so big I could have spit it out if it would have moved.
I had a mind so heavy I couldn't move. I don't even know what the thoughts were.
I hope it wasn't as easy as it seemed for her. I hope.
I hope the answer to that question is exactly what mine was.
I hope ... I hope for the best thing I can never have.
I have to pee so bad. And I just don't want to get up.
But I should also get a glass of water, seeings how I haven't drank enough water today.
Fuck. I'm .. I feel ...
Fuck.