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Watch out world...because here comes single Mer. It's weird to have dates lined up again. It's even weirder because I've known half of these people for awhile and they all started coming out of the woodwork recently. It's like I must have somehow turned on an "open for business" light that wasn't on before. I hope it's understood that only my bottom half is open for business as the top still contains my heart and that's going to be closed off for awhile.
My coffee gets colder faster and faster these days. I'm not really sure how that happens but it's usually okay because I put so much dang creamer in there that it still tastes alright cold. Caramel Apple today, folks. There's not much I love more than seasonal coffee creamer. That's a true story and it might be sad but I'm okay with it.
Wow - this is probably the most I've written in here - or any "blog" forum- in years. Maybe I should start er back up, gimme somewhere to get rid of some thoughts. Take up some time so I quit thinking about him. That's the hardest part, I think, of any kind of "break up" is getting used to not talking to them all the time. It's like instict - something funny/sad/whatever happens...i pick up the phone and call/text. Now something happens and I have to just take it myself. Maybe I'll come here and talk about it, I dunno. I just miss the company. Tessie's been good with that, though. Baby girl slept on the pillow next to me by my head all night. Angel. She doesn't snore like her daddy does but it's a start. I should probably get her a book about divorced parents and how it's not her fault. My poor baby comes from a broken home.
I got a trivia book about the red sox the other day. "do you know the boston red sox" - and it turns out that I do. I didn't get 100% because some of that shit was kindof out there, but I got an A for sure. I'll have to erase my answers and see how my pops does. Bet he does a lot better but he was alive for way more of it.
I haven't cried yet today. I know it's only 10am but that's already a good start if you know how last month was. So- I guess things are looking up.
http://braid-my-mer.livejournal.com/322563.html How funny how much life can change in 3 years.
Let's see...what else can we talk about? I'm going to see Jay-Z on Friday, Regina Spektor next monday, and Imogean Heap next Friday.
I'm seeing a nutritionist - she's the cutest thing ever in the world and she told me I needed to eat more food so I loved her from the getgo.
I'm about 90% sure I have stomach ulcer brought on by stress. I won't go into the details of that one but it's not pretty. I'm currently taking some sort of acid reducer medicine for 14 days and we're playing it by ear. I'm on day 4 and it feels a little better. Here's hoping.
Alright I guess I'll be done now considering this is probably going to be information overload for the majority of you, and who knows who even reads this anymore. I know from experience that I haven't read my friends list in what feels like a decade. I guess I'll go do that now...
My coffee gets colder faster and faster these days. I'm not really sure how that happens but it's usually okay because I put so much dang creamer in there that it still tastes alright cold. Caramel Apple today, folks. There's not much I love more than seasonal coffee creamer. That's a true story and it might be sad but I'm okay with it.
Wow - this is probably the most I've written in here - or any "blog" forum- in years. Maybe I should start er back up, gimme somewhere to get rid of some thoughts. Take up some time so I quit thinking about him. That's the hardest part, I think, of any kind of "break up" is getting used to not talking to them all the time. It's like instict - something funny/sad/whatever happens...i pick up the phone and call/text. Now something happens and I have to just take it myself. Maybe I'll come here and talk about it, I dunno. I just miss the company. Tessie's been good with that, though. Baby girl slept on the pillow next to me by my head all night. Angel. She doesn't snore like her daddy does but it's a start. I should probably get her a book about divorced parents and how it's not her fault. My poor baby comes from a broken home.
I got a trivia book about the red sox the other day. "do you know the boston red sox" - and it turns out that I do. I didn't get 100% because some of that shit was kindof out there, but I got an A for sure. I'll have to erase my answers and see how my pops does. Bet he does a lot better but he was alive for way more of it.
I haven't cried yet today. I know it's only 10am but that's already a good start if you know how last month was. So- I guess things are looking up.
http://braid-my-mer.livejournal.com/322563.html How funny how much life can change in 3 years.
Let's see...what else can we talk about? I'm going to see Jay-Z on Friday, Regina Spektor next monday, and Imogean Heap next Friday.
I'm seeing a nutritionist - she's the cutest thing ever in the world and she told me I needed to eat more food so I loved her from the getgo.
I'm about 90% sure I have stomach ulcer brought on by stress. I won't go into the details of that one but it's not pretty. I'm currently taking some sort of acid reducer medicine for 14 days and we're playing it by ear. I'm on day 4 and it feels a little better. Here's hoping.
Alright I guess I'll be done now considering this is probably going to be information overload for the majority of you, and who knows who even reads this anymore. I know from experience that I haven't read my friends list in what feels like a decade. I guess I'll go do that now...