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i am posting today because on of my friends (who will remain anonymous) made a comment about how i never update...which is quite true. anyway...i don't really have anything of substance to say, i am just in a weird mood and don't really feel like being around anyone, so i am sitting alone in my suite on this wonderful saturday night. i went over Mark's against my better judgement with erin and amanda because jenna, scott, kyle, R.T. and some other swimmer people were hanging out, and erin and amanda kept bugging me to go over with them. in mark's room they were all (cept the 3 of us) drinking beers and watching forrest gump. i don't like beer, and i don't like forrest gump. so i drank my juice and ate my popcorn and kept quiet. that is until i got fed up with the inane conversations and arguments that were being held, and i came back here.
i don't like it when people pressure me into doing something when i am not in the mood to. or when they tell me i should do something even though i don't want to. example: today erin, amanda, kevin and tony went to see Passion of the Christ. they invited me but i was at home and i didn't want to see that movie so i declined, and all was fine. but then when they got back i was asking about how it was and amanda kept going on about how i should've gone to see it...and how it really wasn't a religious movie (which i seriously doubt- since it is about jesus). i guess it's not that bad that she wanted me to enjoy the movie with them, but i don't think she understands that i just don't like being around religious stuff. she also invites me to church all the time. catholic church- to be exact. i've been to a catholic church service once and it was one of the most uncomfortable experiences i've had. she thinks it'll be good for me or something.
sometimes i just don't like associating with people. is that such a bad thing?
thanks.
i don't like it when people pressure me into doing something when i am not in the mood to. or when they tell me i should do something even though i don't want to. example: today erin, amanda, kevin and tony went to see Passion of the Christ. they invited me but i was at home and i didn't want to see that movie so i declined, and all was fine. but then when they got back i was asking about how it was and amanda kept going on about how i should've gone to see it...and how it really wasn't a religious movie (which i seriously doubt- since it is about jesus). i guess it's not that bad that she wanted me to enjoy the movie with them, but i don't think she understands that i just don't like being around religious stuff. she also invites me to church all the time. catholic church- to be exact. i've been to a catholic church service once and it was one of the most uncomfortable experiences i've had. she thinks it'll be good for me or something.
sometimes i just don't like associating with people. is that such a bad thing?
thanks.