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Well, considering last time Jess and I broke up I wrote a livejournal entry explaining my thoughts, I figure I should do the same again. So a brief summary of what happened, Jess and I began talking to each other on Valentine's Day. I personally consider that as when we started dating even though she had a boyfriend at the time. Anyway, today is cinco de mayo and we broke up yesterday. My first thoughts were that we we're no longer in love and were living in the past. After thinking about it for about 5 minutes, I came up with this list of some of the things we have done in the past two months: Flames, Shopping at the mall, David Ortiz!, cuddling during Hercules, Adam Dowell Scholarship thing, Bartlett Middle School Show Choir Festival, Waltham Show Choir Festival, Ali's Middle School Game, Me sending her flowers, etc. etc. etc. Anyway, we obviously still get along fantastic. And to quote her livejournal about 2 weeks ago, "I am head over heels in love." So I don't believe love is an issue either, because we both know the special feeling we get around each other. If you had told me two weeks ago that we were going to be broken up now, I'm sure we both would have laughed in your face. But to blame it on two bad weeks of not talking is no excuse, because what happened happened. My only logical conclusion was that it was the wrong time. No, I don't think we're are done forever. I honestly have no idea when the next attempt will be. Maybe a few weeks, maybe 10 years. But I do know that all the pieces are there. We just have to both really have our hearts in it, and everything else will fall into place. I definitely enjoyed our time together again, and I'm glad I tore down the wall for a short time, only if to discover that we will never lose what makes us special. Prom should be good.