Jul 05, 2009 23:48
my pastor gave me some bit of information today that scares the ever living crap out of me. i'm not going to lie. i don't know what's going to happen when he is gone, but i have a bad feeling that whatever it is is not going to be good!
he told me that the interim that they have interviewed is basically the total opposite of what we need to keep us moving forward. he's a suit/tie guy who is more concerned about the "senior adult ministry" than the ministry of the church as a whole...those 2 things alone are enough to turn me completely off!
i haven't met him yet, and i certainly haven't heard him preach...but, so far i'm not impressed. that was just 2 things. there are a few other things that un-nerve me...but i will save those to destroy the deacon board when i go to the meeting on the 19th.
i'm so sick of this...i'm tired of the politics...i'm tired of the bickering, the fighting, the secretiveness, the behind the scenes crap...i'm tired of the church as it is...Frank Viola...i'm right behind you man...there has to be more to the Christian life than this...something deeper and more meaningful.
i don't know what to do at this moment except sit back and wait to see what the church does as ther next move...too many bad choices and i'm going to pack my bags...